oh baby you... you got what i need

super exciting update in the life of yours truly! i still do not have a real job! it's totally shocking, i know.

actually, i got a serious yelling-at last week for my consistent late arrivals. i had agreed to be in by nine and was definitely not sticking to it (actually arriving somewhere between 10 and 12). i guess my boss finally had enough of my shit and she set me straight but good. to be honest, if i was her, i would have done the same thing. i've been taking advamtage of a loose system. but i've been coming in by nine all week and i think i can keep it up - though self control is not exactly my middle name, i need a good reference.

i might not be leaving this job soon, though. someone is going on maternity leave soon, and there's been a rumor going around that they want me to stay and fill in for her until february when she returns. no confirmation or offer has been made yet. if they do ask me, though...i'm thinking that i'm gonna ask for more money. they pay me peanuts as is and hell if i'm gonna do more work for the same price.


i'm thinking right now about becoming a big sister...it sounds like a good idea to focus on improving someone else's life instead of just thinking abut myself all the time. plus, i think i could be a good influence on a young girl's life. at least, i hope i could be. i feel like doing something good for the world, and hanging out with kids seems like a good way to do it. i don't think an hour a week is enough, though. two to three would be much better and allow more of a bond to be formed between us. now i just need to find references who'll vouch for my totally awesome big sister skillz. with a z.

i'm also thinking that i'm going to grow out my hair again...i'm tired of fussing with my bangs everyday. but they do cover up my forehead quite nicely. right now i'm leaning toward having longish bangs and hair to the top of my boobs. i think that would look good, but i would definitely not go too long so as to keep it looking at least somewhat professional.

in further news, this post is quickly proving that i may need adderall.